Oh3won9oh’s Blog

There are some things that i would like to do this summer and i just want to doctument them so that after the summer is over i can see what i acctually did.
1. read the second helpings boookssss.
2. go to hayward
3. bonfires bonfires bonfires
4. work work work
5. save my money
6. move downstairs!
7. have fun!
8. tan!!!!
9. stay happy.

for now, thats about it, i think thats a good list. i’ll add more if i think of any.

i dont even know what to write in here, its been almost a month….
hm, lets seeeee i feel there is a lot i could say but i shouldn’t put it on here.

i love jordan!!!

how appropriate! i am going to be nineteen next weekend. I knew this would happen though, i knew that i would stop writing in here. ugh, but i am going to try and pick it up again, im not so sure how its going to work, i feel like i have been pretty busy lately, i am not really alone.. ever! its crazy, i got to class and work and then i am with justin or emily or doing something.. its kind of nice, and i dont feel overwhelmed. I feel like i am getting my school stuff done, and i am actually doing good. im not stressing about anything, and my dorm room doesn’t make me depressed anymore. yay! i am excited for so many things. Tonight i am going to go tanning, work out, and then pick up my mom from the airport. I am sure we are going to rent a movie, and talk all night, which will be nice. i miss her so much and i am happy that i am going to see her. then tomorrow we get to wake up, go out to breakfast im sure, and then we have mani and pedis at 11:30!!!! then, sushi of course, and shopping. ohhhh and massages, i dont know what time those are though, and then on sat. i dont know what we are doing, but im sure it will be fun! maybe we will go to gurnee or something, i wish urban outfitters had a outlet store, that’d be balllller. but of course they dont. thennn i work sunday night (ugh) Then i am not sure if i’m just going to be staying at home that week, i think that’d be nice, i can go home and eat dinner with my mom all week, and spend time, maybe some cribbage with justin hahah. thennnn on thursday, i am going to try and do something fun, spend the last night on friday with my mom and then i take her to the airport on sat night!!!!
and thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
its my birffffday. i am pumped i feel like this is going to be such a great birthday,THUG LIFE!!! i was thinking about it last night and i had butterflies. so lame i know, i haven’t had those in awhile, felt good. i missed it. i wish i could have seen jordan today, i was supposed to get lunch with her and jordan but it didn’t end up working out like that. My back has been bugging me a lot thats not good, same with my neck. but i still have alot of my pills left so i dont really have to worry about it. no yet. it sucks though cause it gives me headaches and stuff.

ART- awesome, so fun. the last class i went to we were drawing negative space, so that kind of sucked. but i love doing my homework for that class, and i really like how my sketchbook turned out.
JEWISH- good goood, i love my teacher, and the class is super interesting. i still have to get that pamphlet thing er book thing whatever it is. but i haven’t had to use it yet. i love that class. and katie jacobs is in it so thats sweet too.
MATH- im actually doing good i keep getting As on all my quizzes, people ask me for help, lol what a joke.
KINESOLOGY- yayayay. fun, iguess, kind of easy, quiz was hard today, ugh fuckme. i dont really care about my grade in that class, i mean i do but i just like being in that class, and i have a friend in that class too, which is nice.

blahblahblahhhh
justin, jordan, jill, tammi, zach, alyssa?, stephan, brent, luds, katie jacobs
i dunno moremoremore, but thats mainly in.
for sat.

happppy im so happppppy
and excited. and my art thing that i am working on is balllller.
yup thats it.

well tomorrow is my first day of school haha thats funny to say, but its true. i have a lot of things that i need to work on for this semester and i just really hope that i dont let myself down again. i am really going to work on getting in shape and working out and eating better because i am sick of looking down at myself and feeling fat and then just complaining about it. i am not going to buy myself a swimsuit until i feel comfotable going into the fitting room and looking at it on me! lol so thats that. i am also going to do good in school i am taking creative writing, jewish history (dont laugh), art 101, intro to kinsiology.. i dunno how to spell it. and i am taking math (lame!!) and thats that.
i am sitting here waiting for justin to come and get me and i can already tell that i am not going to get a great nights sleep like i wanted to get tonight. i am going to go to bed late and i am going to get up early to work out. i have to do it, and i am not going to let myself sleep in cause its just rediculous i am going to get up and get something light to eat and then i am going to work out downstairs. its not like its going to be hard. i just have to get up to do it and thats the hardest part. i am going to do that and then i am going to get ready for class. !!! yup yup yup. thats what i am going to do. tomorrow my only two classes are english and art. so i am pretty excited about that. i am glad that i dont have math right away on monday morning cause i dont think i would be very good at going to that. oh oh and i think that alyssa is in ym math class so that will be nice i just have to make sure i pay attention and i dont just talk during the class. ughhh.

well thats that. its 10:52 i am in my room and i bet that i wont get to bed for another two hours. ohhhhhhhhh baby.
goodbye.

well, i just got back from florida,a nd i can tell you right now i could do without the cold. i wish that my home was in florida and everyone else was there too. a vacation with justin was sooooo nice. we justgot to relax and have fun and disney world was great!!!
i miss you jordan. i wish i would have known what was going on and i wish i would have had my phone

but im back now! im looking into some new things for school and work, which are so so exciting. i wish it wasn’t so much work though. oh baby do i have my work cut out for me.

i love you jordan

hello world.
i survived a car accident. blah blah blah.
this is bad because i now have no car, and i haven’t worked out in awhile cause it hurts.
blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i want to be better
but now i feel like my throat is messed up too, like im sick er something, i dont really know if its from the accident, or the medication or something else but i dont like it. i dont like it one bit.
last night was fun, i went to my cousins house and we had a white elephant gift party thing and i got tea! so that was pretty cool. and emily and cori and i stayed up till like 5. yay!

im super sleepy today though, but its okay cause its sunday. and i supposed to be sleepy and lay around
i went to church this morning and i really liked the service.
i got a C in econ, which i wasn’t expecting so that is good caus i passed and i never have to take it again.
the past couple days have been pretyt good
my family and i have spent a lot of time together , i saw cal and jordan and trevor and mike and justin and emily and cori and i have been in a really great mood and i am ecited for Florida except i am gonig to misss the competition and i am pretty pissed about aht cause i want to see the new routine….. ugh lame whatver i am going to be around for regionals and state so that is gooood. i fee llike my eyes are goingto fall out of my head. haha
i want to see jordan, i am so pumped about all this stuff that is going on and i think she will be able to apppreciate it and be excited with me! yay!

i can’t wait for these next couple months. they are going to be great. i can tell.

Well here is a little update.
yesterday didn’t go as planned. i didn’t go to the gym. instead i went to UWM and took an exam that i missed. thank god. and then i came home and cooked dinner with my justin and my mom and dad.
but today. today is good.
i woke up at 7:45 and left for the gym at like 8:30 with my dad!
i was on the elliptical for 15 mins, i did about 20 minutes of lifts, and then i went on the bike for 20 mins!
then i went in the jacuzzi and sauna, which was very nice!!!
and i finished my application essay!!! YAY!!

i need to go christmas shopping though, i have to get something for Rod, and i still want to get something small for justin for christmas even though we agreed to wait till florida to buy each other stuff. im pretty excited cause i am going to get that mug that zach broke off the roof!!! “dumb dumb”

good day, and i am going to hang out with my cousin tonight! so thats cool.
and i am going to see twilight with my mom!

yessss what a good day!
my phone is dead and i willl be calling you jordan!

well today is the first time i have written in here in a really long time. well, let me tell you some things…
1. im done with my 1st semester of school
2. i think i did horrible
3. i might be going to stout next semester
4. i miss jordan hehn and trevor wiegold
5. im broke
6. i am tired almost all the time lately

so, here are my goals before i start my 2nd semester of school
1. i would like to loose some weight
2. i want a routine
3. write in here daily

a routine, meaning, get up, eat a breakfast, go work out, get things done, make lists for the day, set goals, dont just sit around the house, now that i am not moping anymore, i am going to start living, and living healthy and right. i want to go to the grocery store and i want to get foods that i can eat and be healthy, i want to go to the health hut and get glutton free stuff so i can eat sandwiches.
YAY! im excited.
i figure if i can keep this up till i go to school, maybe i will continue to do it instead of sitting in my dorm room. maybe its a new years resolution, but i dont really want to call it that, i would rather just have something that i am doing for myself, and i think it would help if i went to the YMCA instead of just going on the elliptical down in my basement.
routine at the gym:
1. bike for 30 mins
2. elliptical for 30 mins
i dont have to make it something hard, i just have to work out for an hour a day and it will help me, plus i need the energy!

i think that would be good and healthy

okay so tomorrow, i am going to get up at ….
8:00 am : get up
8:15 am : eat breakfast
8:30 am : get bag ready for the gym and leave!
10:00 am : leave the gym, stop at the grocery store
10:30 am : go home and work on essay until finished
10:30 am : put some laundry in

when i am done working on my essay, i will clean up my room and the bathroom.
and then i am going to hang out with justin, and we are going to go to puppy world!!!!

love love love my plan! yes yes yes
i weigh 150 lbs, but soon i will not. i can’t wait.

well. its time for a change. i dont know what caused the mood change. but i dont like it. i am not going to feel like that anymore. i cant. its tooooooo depressing. and lets face it, jordan and i are happy people. we are going to stay like that so yay. i am ambitious, happy, outgoing, fun, loving. and i feel overjoyed, outstanding, and ecstatic.

“i got a little bit of love
and a little bit of that
and its all i have to give.”

i love you jordan

The time has come for a survey. lame, but whatever i am bored.
The way to win your heart​?​​​ food;
When was the last time you laugh​ed reall​y reall​y hard? probably this morning;
Who knows​ a big secre​t about​ you? a big one? i dunno. i dont have big secrets;
Do you like anyon​e now? i like a lot of people. i like justin lots;
Can you cook? i think so, i love cooking;
Last perso​n you hugge​d?​​​ justin;
Did you nap today​?​​​ no, i wish i would have;
What do you wear more,​​​ jeans​ or sweat​s?​​​ sweats!!!
When is your birth​day?​​​ march first 1990;
Do you use an alarm​ clock​?​​​ i use my phone, if that counts;
Have the cops ever come to your house​?​​​ yeah, cause killa kam set off the alarms, haha;
Are you afrai​d of the dark? kind of. depends where i am;
Did you miss someo​ne today?​​​ um, yes i did and i plan to see them soon!
Do you alway​s wear your seat belt? i do when i am driving;
Who was the last perso​n to disap​point​ you? i am not sure.
Do you trust​ peopl​e?​​​ yes a lot, life would suck if i didn’t trust people;
How was your Frida​y?​​​ friday… awesome;
What’​​​s your middl​e name? if i told you, i’d have to kill you.
Your curre​nt relat​ionsh​ip statu​s?​​​ taken. yay!
What is your curre​nt mood? im happy, really happy.
Where were you an hour ago? in the same place im sitting now.
Does anyon​e get on your nerve​s?​​​ yeah, all the time.
Last time you crack​ed your knuck​les?​​​ justin now cause of that question.
Hate anyon​e?​​​ yeah right.
When was the last time you cried​? i dunno, thursday. i was stressed.
Do you have anyth​ing writt​en on your hands​?​​​ yeah i can’t get those stupid Xs off.
Are you tired​?​​​ painfully.
What’​​​s the last thing​ you heard​? “WE love cupcakes!!!!”
When’​​​s the last time you talke​d to your best frien​d?​​​ about 25 mins ago.
Have you ever seen your best frien​d cry? yeahhhh
Do you have to get up early​ tomor​row?​​​ no way, i can lay around forever.
What time is it? 5:59pm
Do you bite your nails​?​​​ no, i kind of chew them when i’m nervous;
Do you like scary​ movie​s?​​​ sometimes, not too many.
Do you want kids when your older​?​​​ yessss;
What’​​​s the wallp​aper to your cellp​hone? it shuffles through different pictures;
Is there​ anyon​e you reall​y want to see right​ now? justin.
Will you answe​r every​ quest​ion hones​tly?​​​ yes;
What makes​ you laugh​ no matte​r what? um, drake and josh hahhahaha;
Who do you disli​ke at the momen​t?​​​ i kind of have a headache.
Will you get marri​ed?​​​ someday;
Do you lie about​ your age? lol, no.
Has a guy ever serio​usly punch​ed you? yesh, cody hushke has.
Have you done bad thing​s with your paren​ts near by? haha yeah.
Do you think​ your futur​e will be a good one? yup yup yup.
If your paren​ts got divor​ced and you had to pick mom or dad to live with? MOM, dur.
Do you think​ you could​ ever forgi​ve someo​ne who murde​red your famil​y?​​​ oh jeeze, i dunno. maybe?
Do you think​ you know the meani​ng of love? to make us happy, you dumb dumb. for your health.
What’​s the most impor​tant part of a relat​ionsh​ip in your opini​on?​​​ trust.
Who did you last send a text messa​ge to? justinnnnn.
Do you think​ long dista​nce relat​ionsh​ips are ever reall​y worth​ it? if you love them.
If you could​ pack up and leave​ your life now to move away,​​​ would​ you? no way.
Do you fall for peopl​e easil​y?​​​ meh.
Would​ you ever consi​der pierc​ing your lip? i did, but now its gone.
Do you laugh​ at all the wrong​ times​?​​​ kind of.
Do you alway​s answe​r your phone​?​​​ no, i dont like people. hahahahahahahahaha
How long can you go witho​ut your phone​?​​​ a long time i dont have it now, its been 3 days.
If your ex said they hate you, you say? get over it.
Does the futur​e scare​ you? no, im so excited for it. yayayayayyyy!
Have you ever had a one night​ stand​?​​​ nopeee
When was the last time you had Starb​ucks? ummm i think like 4 days ago.
Where​ were you last night​ at midni​ght?​​​ my house, drinking.
Did you speak​ to your mothe​r today​?​​​ no, she is in peru;
Whats​ bothe​ring you right​ now? nothing, jordan and i are watching drake and josh.
Who’​​​s the last perso​n that made you smile​?​​​ jordan, she is CRAZZZZZY.
Somet​hing that happe​ned in your past that you hate talki​ng about​?​​​ stupid fights.
Did you have an excit​ing weeke​nd?​​​ always!!!

my middle name is anmarie. muahaha.